Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Living a Lie

Have you ever wondered if your entire life was a lie? Until this past Sunday, I hadn't. Now, I'm not so sure.

My heart is breaking because of circumstances out of my control. Praying and crying have been my existence since Sunday evening. I hate to cry. It makes my head hurt.

I keep thinking of the song "Bring the Rain". I have always said I loved that song. I've learned that it's easy to say that when there is no rain. Things have always been pretty good for me. I've been blessed beyond measure. I still am. It's just harder to see right now.

And now. . . .. .

It's pouring.

And, I'm not coping very well. I'm not good at this. I do happy well. I suck at sad. I'm feeling lost and alone and looking to God for help. He's my only refuge.

If you find yourself with an extra minute today, please say a prayer for me and my family. Satan is working hard against us.

But, I know God is bigger.


Anonymous said...

I will pray for you.
Dear God,
Please watch over Lori and her family as she goes through this trying time, help her to have peace and happiness. Thank You God for all your wonderful blessings.

Erin said...

Lifting your needs in prayer

Jones said...

Praying for you today! Not sure exactly what's going on, but know we love you guys...

Loving learning at Home said...

Thanks for the prayers, everyone. Also, my kids don't know anything is wrong so please don't mention anything in front of them. Thanks so much.

Melissa said...

praying friend and (((((hugs))))

And you are right - our God is so much bigger than it all!

Debbie said...

I'm praying for you. ((hugs))

Briana said...

I said a prayer for you!

Debbie said...



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